It's undeniable that man or woman, we all have our insecurities when it comes to comparing ourselves to a current lover's ex relationships, but there seems to be a distinct difference in how men versus women deal with it. For example, I live in a town which is borderline incestual on the social spectrum. Those who leave, come back, or somehow find each other in another state, drawn together by a common lameness of self proclaimed arrogance, only bred in people that grew up in close proximity to the beach in New Jersey. Don't get me wrong, I too am one of those cocky bastards who prides myself on where I'm from, and threatens to move to California to find myself, like every other NJer in their 20's.
Being in this cesspool of past relationships, it's common to see exes and lovers' exes when out on the town. We act mature and accepting of the social melting pot, but secretly wish that there existed an ex island where those from the past could be shipped to once the relationship ends. Being a woman, I know that we are shit brain crazy. Those of you that are "I'm just one of the guys" girls who hide the crazy are just lying to yourselves, and everyone else. Getting along with men is ok in my book, but the "I just don't click with other girls" girls are unacceptable. If you can not get along with other women, the dick in your mouth is getting in the way of some valuable relationships. I find it best to own it. Otherwise, you will just feel down on yourself when you're balls deep in stalking your boyfriend's high school girlfriend on Facebook, and that shame will follow you to the social situations I am about to describe.
Is it necessary to know their check-in points and inside Facebook jokes to properly prepare for an awkward run in? No...but it's an occupational hazard. This is why you have girl friends, ladies. It is a safe place to unload your crazy and spare your lover that part of your personality. A crazy cocoon, if you will. Now, upon running into the ex gf, a woman might react differently than a man. As secure as you may be in your relationship, seeing his ex WILL make your skeleton want to jump out of your body and flee the scene. Why? Sex. He used to have sex with her, and sex is different for women than it is for men. Whether it be emotional, or a power play, we are fiercely competitive about sex. Women on both sides of this equation are challenged with pseudo-lesbianic thoughts upon this encounter. Those in the relationship, and those viewing the new relationship will similarly find themselves not just comparing themselves physically to the other woman, but creating wild fallacies to make themselves ok with it. If the woman is attractive, I find picturing her with abnormal aereolas and a saggy lady pouch helps boost the ol' confidence. Kankles? Why not. Is that a 5 o'clock shadow? Yup.
Penis envy is a concept that I find to be a thing of the past. Once a man gives you an orgasm, he has crowned himself the best fucker that's ever fucked, whether it was real or not. So, when a man sees an ex boyfriend, or an ex sees the new man, both of their thoughts are "I made her squeal, I am the man. That dude is a tool." End thought. They aren't looking at each other's crotches wondering whose dick is bigger. They are not judging each other's eye brow shape or footwear. They have moved forward to either "I'm fucking her tonight" or "I totally fucked that dude's girlfriend." Ladies, for once, I think we should take a lesson from the testosterone carriers...unless the testosterone gets to a dangerously high level, amplified by booze. At this point, men will feel sexually competitive. (See? we are more alike than we thought!) This can go one of two very bad ways. For the more outwardly douchey, there may be a confrontation with the other male. This will never be directly related to you, because that would make them look insecure, so they proceed to find something illogical to hold against each other as to keep their manhood. "What'd you say?" "What are you looking at?" and so on with lame dude-isms. The other way is far worse. The testosterone will then be turned on you, and your past sexcapades will be held against you. "Are you looking at him?" "I can't believe you dated him." etc, and other offputting comments to make you feel utterly undesirable. If you find yourself in this situation, RUN. There is no winning that fight, and your dude is obviously a bitchy douche bag.
Remember to keep the mindset that no matter what, you won the break up. This will avoid bad feelings, awkward run ins, and thinking of your boyfriend fucking an imaginarily ugly vagina, which probably is a perfectly fine vagina, but you're being a petty jerk.
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